Sunday, June 03, 2007
A lifejacket
Since dear old lu asked me to update, i will. Hey, when's our kayaking trip? but heard someone died recently from kayaking hor? hahaha, and i couldn't stop tinking abt the backpacking in tibet adventure. Exciting. haha. i need some recovery. And lu, i'm not trying to sway your decision, but NUS econs is better and just imagine, same coursemates, you'll get to see me everyday... lol!
Ok, i dunno wad to blog about. It seems there's no point in blogging. Some pple are just not worthy enough to let them know you. You wouldn't even want to talk to them. I'd rather meet up or just talk to on the phone.
Ok, let me think... thurs was Pirates of carribean, pretty kickass. But the ending was... ok, let me ruin it for you all... ha, ok, i'm not in the mean mood but yeah, elizabeth dun love jack sparrow. Oh, sorry lians, i am forced to watch it. Really! but i really really dun mind watching it with you guys again. And the spongebob thingy at expo, you guys tink abt it, ok?? LOL!! Oh, and if you're watching pirates, don't leave before the credits end. There's stuff after the credits.
Fri was billy bombers and not enough time to talk. I haven't finish abt taiwan yet. ha and that charsiewbao(lol!) ar, came down all the way to go home with us.
Sat, erm.. No, i didn't manage to last thru sponge-a-thon. LOL! Played with my neighbours after that and one of them was desmond koh's nephew or smth. Called lester, molester the lester.lol! Then we brought chowchow to the swimming pool to play, we wanted to see her swim. Haha, ok, so i just wade in the baby pool, carrying chowchow and put her on the swimming board, with the kids in the water supporting it. Then let her float slowly, before removing it. She can swim pretty well, erm.. more of struggling actually, but yeah.. Ha, poor old dog! Yep, then i pushed one of them into the pool and i kana got pushed in, so ended up swimming in full gear. Then its big shit. I looked like some deranged water ghost that has escaped from some ghostly mental hospital and many pple recognised me. If you realise my occupation and location by now, you'd know how big shit i'm in. Crawling up wet from the pool in wet clothes, then cycling around the place WET with a toot fringe with a bunch of noisy kids, whose sole enjoyment is to scream and kick. And the worst thing, get recognised! shit! There is a serious lack of privacy living here.
Went to meet them 2 after that for dinner and yeah, talk. Nice hearty talk which made me tink a lot. I tink we can go on and on for a few more hrs except that i've got 8 missed calls from my mom. But next time, meet earlier la, i cannot tahan the midnight taxifare.
Yep, then tomolo will be meeting the lians to go cheenatown and coolieland. haha. But i got to leave early cos' my aunt force my mom to force me to go for dinner becos' i've not gone for dinners for a damn long time. I have very poor time management. Its 3am now and i'll prolly wake up at 1. Got to go buy camp stuff, pack camp stuff, write an ultra good appeal letter which gonna take me a few hrs, meet lians then family dinner. Wow!
Then its gg back aj on mon, get sgc from cheng followed by the kent ridge camp thingy. Ok, i must remember to cancel my tuitions and piano lesson.
There's a thin line between love and hate. You can't haf any hate without any love. The worst form of feeling is not hate, but apathy. Its when you totally don't give a damn abt that person then it means the person dun matter to you. I realised i dun really give a damn abt it, abt some, and i'm glad well, maybe except for one. Its hard to let go but you know you'll get yourself into deeper shit if you don't.
I let you into my heart and like a sharp knife, you carve me up. Still, i let you.