Magnesia Doxa


Not that i care.

I'm not gonna act like some ignored fart.

It doesn't even matter.






I am very impatient to get things moving. There are so many more yet to be accomplished. I will set abt doing them after the prelims. Mug for As then continue after the As.



Are you going to die just like any other man on earth, with your name imprinted nowhere except on your gravestone?

Bust-Like Ears



Wheee! Played football with chowchow with xinyi's volleyball. Waha, that stupid dog is scared of the ball and i ended up terrorising her with it. Ahahha! Tink she's getting old. But i love her all the same. Muacks, muacks!

Then play volleyball with xinyi. Ahhhhh, my hands are like all orh-che now. But its fun. Wheee!

Oh, there's batman on channel 5. Just finish watching, that show was like 1094638yrs ago la. I remembered watching that batman and penguin and catwoman fight movie when i was in pri 5, i tink. But its still very nice. Wheee! I tink the catwoman in that show is really pretty. Hot, yeah. But tink she'd be old now. Waha.


Oh yah, the Biggest Joke of the year was created today. Lol. I haf a very SMART friend who call
Buzz-light Years.






BUST - LIKE EARS.

LOL!!!





WOW! chups is toking to me via webcam now. That is so cool! Ha, sorry ar, first time see someone on webcam. Ahahhha.

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Towning yesterday. Bought my sats book. You won't believe how thick it is. Today is wasted. Woke up, eat breakfast, sleep, woke up, eat lunch, sleep, feeling bored, so slacking on line taking personality test. Basically that's how i spent my day. Waha, clearing sleep debt.

Mat's birthday. Barbeque ltr. I'm like damn hungry now. I think i can eat a whole cow. Eeeewww, chow is so passionate. My face is covered with her saliva. Yucks!

I shall go wash my face then pretend to help out, so i can koped some food. Wahahhha.

BURP!!!


Harlowww, i'm haffing a runny nosssee nooww. My immuunnee sysstemm isss shuttingg doownn on meeeeee. Eeeekkkks!!


That show is damn nice la. Watched the vcds till 4am last night. Its getting more and more exciting. Wheeee! daddy and mummy are going to buy part 2 and 3 now and go maxwell market to get those super yummy delicious porridge and fish soup for meeee. Wheee! it feels so goooddd to beee sick! hic!



Yay! minyi has figured out a very important philosophy of life. Study when you feel like it. I rather chiong 2hrs of mugging than walked around the house for 5hrs and accomplish nothing, which is what i've been doing. Hmmm, minyi didn't go school today, so she shall haf to finish revising 1/3 of stats today and finish the whole of stats by this weekend. Wheeee!

Life is a broom! It sweeps us off our feet!

Powerful


There's pressure around us. We just got to know how to face it. There's water pressure, air pressure, vapour pressure and all kinds of physical pressure. There's pressure to ask smart qns so you won't look stupid. There's pressure to wake up in the morning. There's pressure to finish my homework by 8 so i can catch the drama serials. There're all sorts of pressure, but unfortunately, i still couldn't feel that one pressure yet. From the As. I am still waiting for that pressure, waiting for it to crush me with its insurmountable strength, robbing me of air from my lungs and rendering me helpless. Okay, kidding, not to that extent. I'm just talking cock here.


Some inspiring thoughts from minyi to inspire minyi and err... whoever that reads it.


There's nothing wrong starting off as the weakest, the slowest, the most pathetic and whatever you can think off, but there's smth wrong if you don't do anything about it.

Hahha, wise words from minyi. Muahahhha!

Econs brought new epiphanies. You are only as good as your last game. Sometimes, one mistake is all it takes to send everything crashing.


The juxtaposition of ideologies and reality scares me. I couldn't sleep last night. I just lay there for hours, my mind churning and churning over and over again.

I wish i have some sort of a pensive where i can put my thoughts in there and looked at them again some other time. I'm too lazy to write stuff in my diary and most of them are really rubbish anyway.

I would like to study at some ivy league universities. Anything worse than that would not be worth the investment. It would be better off at NUS. Its a pity that i might not haf a chance as i haf no brains and no money.

But as Martin Luther puts it:

"I have a dream."

?????

Popeye

Hurrray!!! I ate my fish and chips! Yeah!!



"If what you did yesterday still looks big to you, then you must not have done anything today"

random quote

How very very very very true.



I am stressed that i am not feeling stressed at all.

During this crucial period of my life, I should be feeling uber-stressed up and mugging every minute of my life. Instead, i actually find time to read the newspapers, watch at least 1 1/2 hrs of tv, go swimming/rollerblading everyday this week.

That says pretty much abt my revision. I haven't even got my revision plan up yet. gg-xx.


"Even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to pieces, I would still plant my apple tree."

Martin Luther


Yeah, do what you must, all the way!

Muggers of the world unite.
Save yourself from your current plight.
Let's fight fight fight.
And show them our might.

Arrrgghh. Lousy attempt at poetry.
Hmmm, i shall take a rest tonight and go read newsweek to make me feel smart.

Wahaha. Bye-bye.



And i thought we're back for one fleeting moment.
I might miss you. But goodbye.

Fortune favours the Bold


Whee, today was great. Didn't do case study, didn't do math hmw and didn't get gg-xx.

Waha, i love pe lessons. Ever notice why i never pon on fridays even though its the longest day in the whole week. Well, we should haf pe lessons everyday then there won't be any ponning ever ever again. ha!

Met up with van and lin to study and dinner. Woots! lin told me i looked slimmer. Ha, probably i've gone back to running this week. Whee, motivation. I shall try to clock 16km this week and the same for the next.

But that's not the point, guess what did i see when i was on my way home? A getai, man. Wow! A REAL LIVE GETAI! Just how cool is that! Wow, i made a huge detour and walked to the field where the getai was staged. I stood there absolutely transfixed at the stage. It was fascinating, i tell you. The loud music, the crowds. It was the second time in my entire life i saw a getai and the first time was like 5 mins?

The getai was really amusing. i stood there laughing to myself. Ahahha! This performer is like in his 50s, balding and dressed like hugo-ago-ago from the show chicken rice war, with frilly cuffs and open chested shirt. And there he was shaking his bon bon to the awful cheena music. The there were two women in bright sequin-ed blouses shaking beside him. Like OMG! I was laughing to myself. And the auntie selling mua-chee kept staring at me. Ahahha. I must haf looked weird though. With my schoolbag, and file, in aj uniform at 10pm watching a getai with mouth agape. Wth! What a night! wow!

It was weird though. Nobody clapped after the performance. I thought it was basic courtesy to clap to show some appreciation after a performance so i clapped but the people there acted as though nothing happened. Pity the performers. Imagine performing to a silent crowd. Ouch!

Wheee, Alexander is now showing on starmovies. I shall watch it again. The movie's not as good as the book though. Books, i mean. It was a trilogy by some italian writer. I miss reading a good book. Well, anyway, Alexander is one of my heroes. He's a fantastic guy.

"I promise i'll beat you one day. "
and he never lost again.

"Hephastion loves me for who i am, not what i am."

Holy cow! i forgot to bring home my pe stuff again.
Gp consultation tomolo. Yucks!

Beautifffuuuullllllll





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Wheeee! i love national day. I had so much fun these 2 days. Wheeee! i lubbed singapore. Wheee~

A punk rocker with flowers in her hair


Well, i was out the entire day today. So i haven't studied for timed-prac nor do my math hmw. Neither can i nor do i want to drag myself up at 4am to study. Besides, i feel like having waffles with butter and maple syrup for breakfast tomolo.

Hence, the solution is : pon.

Ahahhaha. Ok, i'm terrible. Guess what? I haven't even got my revision plan ready. Hmmmmm, i should start studying. I want to do well for prelims. I don't want to disappoint anyone.



This video is hilarious. LOL!
Really, what is life without pranks?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZvLvpFfhCc


Ha, i remembered a period of time when i was so into playing pranks on everyone i know. I got very paranoid and suspicious of everyone i'd tricked before, and jumped at the slightest notion of being prank-ed back by them. It was bad, because i pratically pulled smth on everyone i know and this caused me to be on tenterhooks for quite a while.
Hmmm, i do miss those days.


Ps: the font is enlarged for myopic readers.

Had gp consultation in the morn' then since isa wants to look at guys kicking soccer, we went to the niche on the 3rd floor and hang out there. Whee!! then yi hsuan ta pao mcdonalds for us. Whee, you're the best, thanks a lot. =)) Ha, then see ms tan. I retract all the previous complaints i had about her and hereby declare that she's one of the best teachers in aj. After that, the 4 of us went to marina square. The japanese restaurant was pretty good and the salad was damn shiok. I had 1 1/2 plates of it, man and the soft ice-cream. Whee. Lokked for red shirts but couldn't find any. Then went back first with isa. Sorry ar, got to go back first cos' watching click with family.


Anyway, went to watch click. It was really good. A fun-packed family movie for the weekend. I laughed and CRIED throughout the show. Yes, incredible. I cried during an adam sandler movie. Ha, like wth! But i'm not the only one. It was really touching when he realised that he missed his dad's death and he clicked on the replay and view the last time he saw his father. And at the last part at when he ran out of the hospital. It was pretty emotions provoking. Whee, it was a great saturday. I was so pooped when i got home at night that i just fell asleep without bathing. Ahahhaahha, but not before i watched another movie on HBO. Watched Birth. I was curious about the controversy over nicole kidman bathing with a 10-yr old boy. But seriously la, that show was just sleep inducing. zzzz...

Ahhhhh, there's a mountainous pile of hmw awaiting me now. Ahhhhhh! The worst part is i woke up at 12pm today. It feels good, though i'm feeling sleepy again. zzz...

'Somewhere only we know' by keane is nice. Its just so haunting and sorrowful. Heard it was played in the lake house. Pretty apt.


Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

Whee~

I am feeling very tired but i'm also feeling very smart. Muahahha. So i tink i shall finish my econs vjc mcqs due tomolo and study for the timed-prac. Managed to wormed the qn out of ms tan. Call me smart. muahahha.

Its a little unfair though. I felt a little uncomfortable knowing that i'd an unfair advantage but then again, its just a timed-prac, so its no big deal. And even if i didn't worm the qn out of ms tan, i'd probably know the qn in the morn, courtesy of either ade or van. Well, if you're thinking how morally impaired i am, you can go get the qns yourself too. Nobody's stopping you.

This brought me to the idea of fairness and unfairness. Let's discuss this today.
Some people are born with everything and they lead a pratically perfect life. Here's an example, let's call her beatrice.
She lived in Beverly hills at Grange road. My sis went to her house and she can't stop gushing about it. Ok, anyway, she's also a netballer in the nationals under-17, in a SAP school and score straight As for all her tests and exams. You can probably guess how popular she is by now, so i shan't elaborate on that.

Meanwhile, on the other side of the world, you've someone who seemed to be 'weird'. Yeah, i currently know some, well, if you know what i mean, but they don't read my blog, so heck. On a personal level, i think that they are actually very very nice people, with good and morally upright characters. They just lack social skills, that's all. But you know that they are people who're kinda sweet. Yes, she sent me a message asking if i'm feeling better when i'm absent for days, when in fact, i'm somewhere in Orchard or in front of the tv, having decided to pon school and take a breather. Well, anyway, the world just ain't fair.

As George Orwell puts it in animal farm, "Some animals are more equal than others."


Here's a perfect example today. The arts students had to sit at the top floor for bridge today. I hate walking along the railings. They give me a sense of vertigo. I always feel as if i'm going to fall over the railings any moment.


Another perfect example. Your gp teacher puts you in a "i will pick on you club" for no rhyme or reason and kept asking you to answer questions during his lesson. Worse still, he began to pick on you even during mass civics. Wth! He shld pick on someone his own size (the guys) ha! or those who called him a flying pig. hahha. Instead, he chose to pick on someone who is like the most innocent soul in this world.
Just look at this GROSSLY unfair treatment.

Just what is the world coming to?


Anyway, i think the poverty video made by gerry toh and huilin??? is really good. At that moment, i felt like donating all the money i'm saving for a crumpler to UNICEF. But then again, we shouldn't let our hearts rule our head and act on impulse. Hahhaha.
However, that only applies to me, so people, pls go and donate!!

Ha, ok, its 11pm and i haven't started studying. I should really get started.
My current favourite song is "You and I both" by Jason Mraz. Zhiyen sent it to me last night and i've been listening to it non-stop since. He's pretty good, clear and sexy voice and all.


Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of. (of, of)
And others just read of
Others only dream of the love
Of the love that I loved.

Tact

You can't really freely speak what's on your mind. There's this thing called tact and sensitivity.

You can't express pleasure and displeasure out very openly, mainly because there will be consequences which you don't know. Its the fear of the unknown which makes you unable to express yourself.

I am a bloody coward. I don't dare to tell people who means a lot to me how important they are and how my world revolves about them. I don't dare to say upfront to them how their little actions could affect me the entire day. I don't dare to tell them how when they're upset, i'd feel worse. Damn, simply because it's embarrasing to tell people words consisting of love and care.


Its the same. When i'm displeased by things i saw, i had to pretend to be unaffected. I can't voice out openly the very thing that had made me unhappy. I can't tell the person upfront that i think "you suck". Sometimes you had to smile when actually all you wanted is just to slap that person.


So much for freedom of expression, eh?


When you made me smile in the past, the smile would extend all the way up into a grin and my eyes would crinkle up. Now, it could barely reach my eyes.




I was just thinking. Do honeymoons last? Somehow when 2 snakes are put together, they'll probably end up killing each other in the end. I am watching with bated breath. Prove me wrong.




I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space
Hate me today Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so for all the things i didn't do for you
Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you