Friday, June 29, 2007
I think that she knows
Hiiiii, i break camp earlier. Hurt my leg and it's damn tiring. Like 4hrs of sleep everyday and 20hrs of activities! Not enough sleep is a sure-fire way to get me happy. Yah right.
I tink i haf an affinity with bruises. haha, i keep getting bruised and its the get bruised very badly like the size of a fist that kind.i'm like this huge kultz. I got abt 5,6 bruises on my legs and there's this one which is like the size of my fist and on the first day its swollen like a curry pok!
When xinyi saw it, she asked me if i'm abused at camp. hahahhahah!
You know? Nothing can really beat the feeling of being at home. Its when you're not ard then you appreciate it better. I realised that i'm often not at home and its getting really tiring. I guess i really look forward to spending more time at home, doing wad, i dunno, but yeah, just stay at home. I get bored easily though. haha.. and i promised to go for cac camp with bun and adventure camp with weifang. :X
i just can't refuse anyone. hahahah.
Anyway, i'll make good use of this few days to just rest and rest and rest. I'm very very tired. Haven't got a rest for a long time. Was physically tired after HK. Walk like shit. Then emotionally drained. Cried like shit. So now it's time to recharge and recharge. I've been wanting to read for one more day and the great gatsby but hadn't the time... i haven't finish the alchemist yet though. hahah. loser. Busy watching tv.
Anyway, i've a very BIG problem at hand. I dunno how to fire myself from all my students. There's this 2 students which i've tried all means to break contact with by playing the disappearing act and i thought i succeeded after more than a month but the mother HUNTED me down. So i said truthfully that i'm only free on weekend mornings and i dun want to hamper thier studies, schedule etc, so if the timings ain't right so be it. Either take it or leave it. Damn it, she agreed. So now, i've got no more excuses and i'm still saddled with 5 students.
Anyway, there was this phonecall which made my day from this tutee mom from quite long ago but i haven't blog abt it. hahah, i may haf told you abt it but bear reading this again, or just skip it. ( 1 person told me we got very limited convo topics & the other 1 said so you're trying to tell me you're very smart)ha, yeah, nice frens, hahah but its just that i'm very proud of these 2 tutees. They're bros, called jarron and justin. Monsters. Anyway, jarron topped his class for math then justin got 70 for his math while his cousin which i previously taught but was told to stop ltr on got only 50. The thing was justin was the lousier one who failed while the cousin get As. Somehow comparing always make parents happier. I haf no idea why. Anyway, justin's chinese even more imba. From 20 sth marks improve to 30 smth. lol! Eh, 30 smth also improvement k!
Yep, anyway, saw this on youtube which i tink is quite meaningful. Like how some of the words really mean smth. Inspirational. I like that.
"What can i say, we have so many memories, so many things tolook back on, i learned so much from you, gained so much. I love the way you made me laugh, i hated the way you made me cry, but what i hated most was when we said good-bye."
"& she's scared to get close to anyone because everyone that ever said i'll be there LEFT."
That day before i left for camp b4 sch reopens i tink, when i was at yet another lowest points in my life,
i asked xinyi : Are you happy?
She said : More of satisfied, contented with life, though a bit worried cos i haven't finish my hmw.
hahah.
I'm pretty envious you know? cos hmw is never much of a problem. At most get scolded lo, or go sch copy or hire a tutor to do the qns. These are stuff easily settled.
Now, i 'm too tired for anything, so its just
dance as though no one is watching you
love as though you have never been hurt before
sing as though no one can hear you
live as though heaven is on earth.
Yeah!! Live the life baby! Live it! Move on!
I got into KR, but darn, the pple whom i get to know and like are all going to biz or sheares.