Saturday, May 12, 2007
Yup, i though i'd pretty much given up on this blog and will just blog on the lians blog in the future. Well, first thing first its very leychey to blog both ways and the 2nd reason, you know, i know.
But after yesterday's tok to a dear someone till 4 plus am, i couldn't get it off my chest. I mean, it's just too unbelievable. My opinion of a certain someone just changed totally. Like T.O.T.A.L.L.Y.
180 Degrees.
I mean, did this sort of thing really happen at all? Huh? All along for the past entire yr, i only know one side of the story then now its like stunned. I know its not smth good but i wasn't prepared to hear that .... that sort of stuff.
Ok, i don't exactly love this person but things are amiable. Then now that i know, and i dun , i can't pretend that i dunno anything. There will be this barrier. So just avoid, yeah, if only i could.
You know that feeling of counting down to your prelims/ A-levels. That apprehension?
I am experiencing that now.
And yi-hsuan left today. For Good. Though she isn't going to read this coz she said apparently china dun allow blogs to be aired, but i just wanna write this down.
I just wanna say thank-you. Thanks for being a real dear friend. Thanks for always being there. Thanks for being there during that cloudy period when friendship ties, everything seems to change. I'll never forget that. Thanks for the times you'd draw patrick beside my stupid spongebob squarepants during math lectures. Thanks for being part of the family, for being my lao-po, for hafing a dumb daughter. (LOL!) Thanks for enduring my sometimes ultra-lame/cold/not funny jokes and not giving me the why-are-you-asking-such-a-dumb-thing kind of face. Haha.
I'll miss the times we mug or rather tried to mug in the reading room (ok, i lied. I dun really miss mugging) The times we queued up for wonton mee. Remember that time we din go for chinese tutorial but went for wonton mee instead? Hahaha. Miss the sleepovers, yeah, you slept over the most. haha. And i'll remember how you like the sour plum candy, how you haf to take some yuckky chinese medicine for your _____(insert blank)lol! after lunch. Hahaha. I'll remember how no matter how pro your chinese is, you can't pronounce the word cold in chinese.
All these little stuff, these quirks, these idiosyncracies of yours, no matter how unimportant they're, i'll always remember them. Forever.
Though the time we haf spent together may seem short and unfruitful, but i can't deny the fact that you've been there, there all along in my life for 2 of the most important years of my life. Now that you're off to embark on your journey into the unknown, for greener pastures, for a red-indian husband, haha, i can only wish you luck in your future endeavours, whatever they may be.
And if you ever miss us, miss s'pore, (i hope you do!) just hug that darn cute lion wif the underwear. You may opt to wear that underwear but you might haf a little trouble wif it. Hahaha. Let this short post be a tribute to you.
Lee Yi-Hsuan, I HEART YOU!