Saturday, April 21, 2007
Just so you know
Shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but
I want you I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to I just gotta say it all
Before I go Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
Its like the feeling has come back again. Laugh, laugh, laugh then lonely, lonely, lonely. Emo, emo, emo since fri. Dunno why, got eat, got laugh, got play, got work, got exercise but feels like an empty shell. And I dun like awkward situatuions la. That day like shit, makes me feel even more like shit.
And my stupid laptop keeps crashing. There are like a ton of songs i want to download but can't, Dammnit.
I'll just go sleep now then pia all out tomolo till every last ounce of energy is sapped. Too tired to tink, too tired to care... My idea of fun. Yeah, but always works.
Ok, I tink i go walk walk first, too angsty to sleep now.