Thursday, April 12, 2007
I walked past so many times that i'm getting sick
Its nice to walk at night. You know, the kind of nights at around 1-2am when the whole world's asleep? And when tv and the internet bores you? There are over 60 channels and youtube but man, they can get really boring. Now this is really getting me worried. Outings and whatever.... the mood just ain't there. It seems that nothing is exciting.
Anyway, its just walking and walking and talking to yourself. And occasionally with this companion whose main goal in life, it seems, is to fertilise every blade of grass she sees.
Anyway, i was just thinking that i'm really lost. Lost somewhere in this world with no place to call my own. I dunno what i'm working towards to everyday. Things just keep getting more and more meaningless when you dun haf to tink and plan.
It seems that i'm just waiting and waiting and waiting. This is so scary yet so super exciting when you haf no idea where you're heading towards to.
I tink i'm a bit dyslexic. I can't express what i want to say in words and i keep spelling stuff wrongly.
Okay, now i forgot what i want to write.
Okay, let's see what comes to my mind now. Yup! Haf you heard of psycological warfare?
Basically, it is a very useful tool.
I just realised how devastating it can be and how much potential it contains.
For example, you want to go for smth that you need permission for, so how?
When you wake up in the morning, first thing when your mom is still sleeping, sit beside her then you go...." mommy, can i....."
Then go brush your teeth and during breakfast, go again " mommy can i......"
During the meal, the only conversation topic you allow will be what you want.
This goes for lunch and dinner and supper. Everytime you talk, the first words that you utter would be "mommy, can i....."
Just imagine, getting bombarded by the same qn a few hundred times a day.... Now this is just the first strategy of psychological warfare.
Of course, you've got to inject humour and keep beating around the bush, then what? Keep whining? Retard.
You're probably just gonna annoy and remember your goal, you're not here to annoy, you're here to get what you wanted.
Somehow i tink its just a case of how badly you wanted smth. Sometimes the anticipation is more fun than the real thing.
Oh, and today, i'd told my tutee the other time during science lesson that if you cut an earthworm into two pieces, you'd get two earthworms wriggling away at both ends. I read that somewhere from some novel long ago. That novel was fiction so the qn is if you cut the earthworm into two pieces will the earthworm just die or you'd really get 2 earthworms. What if you cut them into 3 or 4 pieces? How do earthworms reproduce by the way?
Very interesting.
Well, today my tutee got her maid to catch a few earthworms from her garden. So i told her to find a scalpel and forceps tonight. Tomorrow, we'll get some answers.
Tuition can be really fun and interesting at times. Tomorrow will be experimental lab session. HAHAHA!
On second thoughts, i shld bring some gloves along.