Monday, February 26, 2007
For all the times
Everything is just a facade. Everything is just like one big show. So go away, just go away. This blog is dead. Don't ever come back again. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of getting hurt. Whatever you put in, no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, you're not gonna get it back. So why bother at all in the first place for everything?I'm just a goddamn fool. I'm going to just delete all my emails and all the msgs in my hp that i'd kept over the years as a reminder of happy stuff, sad stuff, mistakes i made, encouragements and what-not. Because they're memories. Because they're an indelible part of me. Because i treasure them so much. But i'm just an idiot, a moron, and a stupid one at that. So just leave and don't show me your leaving back. My heart is dead. This blog is dead.