Monday, January 22, 2007
Maybe just a little letter
Went vivo with yh and chups to meet isa then lunch. Eh, girls, i've got a very serious qn. Heart to heart talk, ok? The qn is: Do i really look ang moh or look like i'm from myanmmar?
I need to save up for plastic surgery sia.
Anyway, ice-cream ltr. Ben & Jerry was great.
Oh did i mention before? One of my ambitions is to be an ice-cream scooper. Waha! Went with huilin the other time to interview at hagen daz, we got in, but the pay wasn't attractive. But then again, gotta fulfill our ambitions. I wanna be a waitress too. Wheeee!
And wth, that huilin ar, i just talked to her for 1 hr plus and she didn't tell me about the guy who asked her out for lunch. I found out only when my spy (= told me abt it. And that guy is like____.
HAHAHAHAHA! I'm not going to let her forget about it.
Yup, went for dance after that. Tink joei quite pissed off. Waha, sorry dudette! *loves (=
And this is really sadifying. I lost the pair of heels i bought like 2 hrs ago at vivo. I starting to believe that i'm stupid.
Anyway, feeling emo now, and to stop boring you with the nitty gritty details of my life, here's some intellectual stimulating epiphanies i had on love and relationships and stuff.
I tink relationships are really tricky and complicated stuff. We may not always get the outcome we desire no matter how hard we try or change for that one person. Wouldn't it be nice if everyone can just hit off on the right note and live happily ever after?
But feelings are sometimes really hard to fathom in this labrynith nature of the adult world. You don't know if someone do smth purely out of love for you or just to make themselves look better. There is always that element of doubt.
Relationships are inherently of an extremely volatile and unpredictable nature. You'd go to sleep with full conviction of how much you love that person and when you wake up, you'd wish to see that person immediately. But who knows what will happen ltr on in the night? You may have met someone you thought is much better, more attractive and interesting and what not.
There is no end to comparison. There will always be someone who is much better, hotter, more charming etc... So how can we guarantee that we are able to love someone truly and fully? Love is a game and it takes two hands to clap. It requires effort from both sides to make things work.
I tink true love is when you really love that person for who he/she is. You know that all that person's embarrasing stuff and their flaws and you'd tink that their embarrasing actions are cute and their flaws made them humane. That person would seem to you the most beautiful person both inside and outside and you can never get enough of him/her.
By that love, i meant it for love for everything, between lovers and frens and family.
I believe in love and isn't it better to have loved and lost then never love before?
There is just too much to say about love and someday, somehow......
Ok, i'm tired. Ciao!