Monday, December 18, 2006
Last
This will be my last night here.
Its the smallest place i've ever lived in and its also where most of my frens haf come to. Its the place where i mugged for the As and where i spent one of the best years in my life. Its the place where i've undergone pretty much changes in life.
Yeah, in my opinion, '06 is one tough year and i grew up pretty much during this time. My thinking sorta change as i meet new pple, heard new stuff, go thru new things.
Many issues to tink about. I still don't haf a passion for one thing. Anything. i tink that you must haf a passion for smth then you can really throw yourself, mind, body and soul into it, work for it then see it to a victorious end. I like the feeling of really getting into smth and really living and breathing it. But i still couldn't find it. Yeah, and adam khoo said that you got to love the job you're doing.
Yup, reading his book now. I figured that working for 5/6 bucks an hour isn't really well, erm... efficient. I mean surely there must be ways to earn more and and, i dunno, working as an administrator or saleswoman sounds pretty boring to me. I mean, yes, it'd be fun for maybe a few days or a few weeks, but i couldn't imagine doing that for a few months. I would be bored out of my mind. The job's not risky nor challenging, you dun need any brains, and you're just like a machine, helping the boss, lining his pockets, while he's probably sun-tanning away. I mean, why earn the profits for someone else when you're the one who's slogging your guts away.
Yeah, i've got a lot of qns, loads of stuff to tink about. I'm still at chp 1 but i hope i can find some answers to them. Anyway, i had a weird dream last night. Its about someone, yeah, just between me and this person and there were some old issues, continued from some time back. I sorta dreamt then woke up and continued wif the dream and it got wilder and wilder. The funny thing was, in my dream, i knew this wasn't true and i told myself this is a dream, but i kinda hope that thing that happened, those sms-es were true in real life. Whatever am i talking about?!
Old june got me good.
I still dunno what i want for christmas. Got presents for all my cousins and xinyi bought hers alr the other day. All except me. I tink its because i've got too many stuff on my christmas wishlist. I thought there might be smth at the mango sale, but got there too late and its like a war torn area. Got to ask vanda for lobang, she's working there and i tink its damn cool. And i heard, dunno from who, zara won't have a christmas sale. Boo-hoo. Everybody seemed to be working nowadays and wf just told me she's working wif pearlyn at some cafe like playing pizza mania kind of game. Haha, dunno wat she's talking about, but I tink that is pretty cool too. I want a cooolll job too, preferably high-paying as well. ha.
Shuuush, and can you believe it?? I used 3 boxes of tissu for my flu today.
All right, gotta sleep now. A busy day awaits tomolo.