Wednesday, February 08, 2006
This week is like super streesful. 4 tests in a week, man. Crazy!
My teeth are aren't close enough and the lower jaw is unsatisfactory. "Braces are a sign of adolescence, you should be glad." Crap. Got to return next wed and i'll miss training again. And i want to go for training. Crap.
Chinese test today. Shucks, forgot 3 sentences, and the meaning part is self made-up on the spot. And as usual, i'll probably flunk it. Econs test tomorrow, then math on friday. On top of that, there will also be a monstrous mountain of hmw and i haven't even finish the e-lecture, despite having the disc with me since last fri. And i lost it. Bigger shucks.
School is flagging, i'm jaded. I'm lagging. I think i waste a lot of time in my life. But most of the time it's due to circumstances, not really my fault, or are they? Its big familiy gathering on mon. Then the cousins started a pillow fight or bolster or basically everything anyone can get hold of and messed up my room. And i got tau-poked. -_-" Xinyi is pro though, she can fight and read her notes at the same time. Then its dinner at chomp-chomp on Tue.
I wish i have 48 hours a day. I wish i'm a delinquent, so i can be unconcerned and unkempt. So i can be rebellious and reckless. So i can feign that i'm unperturbed when i fail.
Should i continue with piano. I love it. And i hated it.
Somtimes, you just don't know.