Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Wahooo...
Promos is finally over. The last paper ends today. Somehow, i dunno why but when i came home and there isn't the need to study, i just feel kinda lost.
Ha, but that feeling didn't last long at least until when i popped in 'Tian guo de jie ti' aka 'stairway to heaven'. So there i was, exercising my long inactive tear glands away.
Oh My God! Its so darn sad. I've not cried for like... a long time and there i was, on the couch snivelling and bawling away. Ha, xinyi was more sensitive. Haha, she cried throughout the show. It was quite a sight. LOLS, we were passing the box of tissue paper and a bottle of eyedrops between us. Haha, how dramatic can it get...
Anyway, i watched till it was too unbearable. They had gotten rid of all the shadows of the past and were heralding a new future, then suddenly... and taihua sacrificed himself for her.
Gosh, if a man like Taihua really exists, he would be the greatest man alive. The noblest and most devoted of all. Some may feel that he's silly, to sacrifice so much for a girl who will never reciprocrate his love.
But that's love, isn't it.
I wonder if i would ever have the courage or the capacity to love as selflessly, or would anyone else in this world. Well, I'm sure there are. After all dramas are but a reflection of life and life is a stage where we play out our roles.
Anyway, after i could not bring myself to watch any longer,just went for a 2hr gym session followed by rollerblading. Am totally shagged now, but hehex, we're gonna watch 'The Myth' later at 9:30. Yawns, who cares about school tomolo.
Grrr, the angriest part was that xinyi had the entire week off, cos' her school has exams for the music and art and foreign languages people.
That's the benefit of being in a SAP school, but then Zhonghua is incomparable. Its where i spent the most formative 4 years of my life. Its the moulder of my life and had taught me things nowhere else is able to. Its the dwelling of treasured memories. Its irreplacable and will never be.
Well, so long for now, its back to self-indulgence again...
Hehex, after all, promos are over.
Finally.