Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Gp, math and Econs essays are over.
They are tough.
But they are doable.
It's just that i'm not prepared enough.
It's just that i would probably flunk them all.
Gp and math most probably.
The highest i could probably get for math is about 50.
Why am i such an idiot?
A pass for all of them would be sufficient.
I just want to get promoted.
All that's left are chinese A and the remaining econs.
Chinese A is impossibly difficult. Paper 1 and 2 takes up 6 1/4 hrs.
Tis' crazy!
Imagine the amount of stuff you need to know to complete a 6 1/4 paper.
That's twice of econs or math. Why did i take chinese A in the first place?
Had thought its a subject that doesn't require much effort, thought its something you need not study for and can pass, but oh boy, was i ever so wrong.
Should have realised that fondness for chinese serials is not enough.
The ancient texts doesn't make sense, but it doesn't matter, does it?
Its all about memorising.
Exams are merely tests on the mind's ability to retain information.
Aren't they?
I'm so totally drained today, after math and econs.
Its more of the disappointment faced.
I had dreams, i had targets, i had goals.
They just can't seem to materialise after today's papers.
Chinese A is worse.
Worst, i mean. Period.
For a fleeting moment, i seriously hoped to have been born and raised in China.
But, Ha, xinyi told me that it would not be possible becos i'm too kiasu.
Is it true that i'm kiasu?
Tell me people.
Am I?