Sunday, September 25, 2005
Yeah, i just wanna thank those who came to the party and for those presents.
Its been great and fun. The food's great, the people are great, everything just seems okay.
But something seems lacking. I dunno why, but the vibe wasn't there. It was me. Perhaps i was too tired, bedtime for the entire last week was 2 and had 2 freaking Econs timed-prac on friday which i didn't study for.
I don't recognise myself anymore. When i looked into the mirror, all i saw was a disshevelled, tense, weary and drained shadow staring back. Ha, but the damage has been controlled, slept for 3 times, 19 hours in all today. My eyes looked normal now and i could finally manage a conversation with someone. According to my mom, i have not spoken more than 5 sentences to her the last week. I've not seen my cousins, not played badminton and pool with them, have not gone swimming and blading for ages. I'm socially isolated. Yeah, that's how the promos is destroying my life. I even had time for counter-strike during the Os but now, i can't even talk.
Dunno why, but i just couldn't stop comparing life back then and now.
It was so much more fun back then when we were all carefree and innocent, absolutely no worries over studying, played silly games and chased each other around during recess and the ever immature zt would pull our brastraps and everyone would flee and laughed at the victim.
It was so much more fun back then when we had it simple in the canteen and at Mac's. So much more surprising when they were secretly planted in the bag. So much happier knowing that you received them because they remembered because they cared and not because you've announced it to the entire world.
Time changes things. Forget it, right now, its back to more damage-control.
Sleep and mug!